I think this song's damn nice! Somehow, although, its a damn long song already. Bestfriend they all got back their results today. Sigh, i don't know what to say, but its like, i feel a sense of regretful. Regrets for not studying hard the other time. Okay, nevermind. Time to keep my feelings to myself. :) Most of my school top scorers came from 4e1! Zomg. Why are they all so smart?!?!?! Make me damn jealous. Will i get five A1s? Can I? LOL. I think maybe in my dreams lah hor. If i get three i will already jump for joy!
He's coming back in one month's time. I tried not to think of him like how i used to in the past, but no matter what it is, images of him still run in my mind.
Ahhhhhh, oh my mommaaaaaa! Seems like its been a long long time since i last came to onsugar. Its been left to grow cobwebs already. I've been staying home all day long for this whole week. Okay, maybe not. I've been going to the hospital up and down to accompany my mother. :-) Sometimes, you know what, i don't really know what adults are thinking though i try very hard to understand how and what are they feeling right now. When i try to please them, i end up upsetting myself which i don't find it good. It's so much of a torturing thing, but what more can i do? I only can keep those things to myself right? Thank god, there's blog for me to rant on, else. i think one day i might just suffer from depression man. Anyway, am going to Genting with Cousin next next week. Awesomezxz! Finally, holidays~ And hell, its already december, is it a really good thing? Ahhhh, anyway, time really passed so fast. Four months passed unknowingly, thank god, this year wasn't wasted, but yet, it was a fruitful year as i've attained what i want! Oh, and new year's coming!! New year resolutions!!! Great. :-D
I guess, it was the greatest gift in knowing you. I really hope that end of January will approach soon. I want him to be back soon. But, he's still on attachment. :(
Yes. That's what i need to do right now. Don't want to receive disappointments for myself nor him. Heart-to-heart talking yesterday made me realised that he wasn't feeling that okay as well. So, i've decided not to be thinking the negative way.
I've chosen to be his pillar of strength. Like how he chose me to be his. I'm like really sorry about yesterday. Just kept on tearing, like nobody's business. Its being sometime since i felt this way. I really don't know what's gotten into me.
Most probably, its because, i miss you too much. That, i don't know how to express it in words, so the only way i could do so.... Is just to let my tears drop down. Imagine, having a loved one that's so far away from you. Of course, you will feel sad right?
I love you.
I chose what i wanted. I know what i want now. And that is to wait patiently, and never to let those things bother me.
You should be asleep by now. Yes I just woke up. Preparing to go work at 2pm already.
Work is fun though tiring. People are so nice. Working shifts because it's retail hours at the theme park. Coming monday is off! Finally time for some sightseeing man.
Don't slack at school uh, remember our promises.
Short one here, don't wanna be late for work. See ya all!
