Two days ago, weixiang came to talk to me. I didnt know what in the world is happening to me. Half of me did not want to talk to him. And that day, i was so tired that i sort of talk to people in a very attitude manner.
Oh well, how sad. Then i totally pissed him of i supposed. SIGH. Now, i feel like talking to him again, but i think i dont have the chance anymore already cos of the way i spoke to him the other day. I kinda regret right now :( But, too late i guess. No wonder they say that when you wanna say something, you gotta think twice. Now i know what in the world they mean by this already.
If only he would come to this place and see what i've gotta write over here. Then he would understand how i feel. But i doubt he does that these days anymore. So, well. Im just ranting out how i feel right now because if i dont, i'll go bonkers man!
I really miss you now. I only realized that aft you talked to me, then i knew what i wanted. :'( Please talk to me again.
I think this song's damn nice! Somehow, although, its a damn long song already. Bestfriend they all got back their results today. Sigh, i don't know what to say, but its like, i feel a sense of regretful. Regrets for not studying hard the other time. Okay, nevermind. Time to keep my feelings to myself. :) Most of my school top scorers came from 4e1! Zomg. Why are they all so smart?!?!?! Make me damn jealous. Will i get five A1s? Can I? LOL. I think maybe in my dreams lah hor. If i get three i will already jump for joy!
He's coming back in one month's time. I tried not to think of him like how i used to in the past, but no matter what it is, images of him still run in my mind.
Ahhhhhh, oh my mommaaaaaa! Seems like its been a long long time since i last came to onsugar. Its been left to grow cobwebs already. I've been staying home all day long for this whole week. Okay, maybe not. I've been going to the hospital up and down to accompany my mother. :-) Sometimes, you know what, i don't really know what adults are thinking though i try very hard to understand how and what are they feeling right now. When i try to please them, i end up upsetting myself which i don't find it good. It's so much of a torturing thing, but what more can i do? I only can keep those things to myself right? Thank god, there's blog for me to rant on, else. i think one day i might just suffer from depression man. Anyway, am going to Genting with Cousin next next week. Awesomezxz! Finally, holidays~ And hell, its already december, is it a really good thing? Ahhhh, anyway, time really passed so fast. Four months passed unknowingly, thank god, this year wasn't wasted, but yet, it was a fruitful year as i've attained what i want! Oh, and new year's coming!! New year resolutions!!! Great. :-D
I guess, it was the greatest gift in knowing you. I really hope that end of January will approach soon. I want him to be back soon. But, he's still on attachment. :(
